Our thoughts create our world. Literally. Everything we experience in this time space reality began as a thought. We are "calling in" a spirit (or energy) of something simply by speaking of it.
We are empowered to make anything happen in our life experience. Everyone has the ability to move energy in ways that create abundance and joy.
Instead of digging up that old, tired story one more time...let a new story of what you WANT in life to take root. Otherwise, why be here?